Over the last two weeks...
...I've gotten a couple of comments from a blogger named karen who writes about caring for her mother at home at Mom, Me and Alzheimer's. Today, (as I usually do, if the commenter has a blog) I clicked into her blog to orient myself. What a surprise! After reading a few recent posts I decided to read from the beginning of her archive up to her most recent post.
     In one of her more recent posts she admits, "I am not a writer." But, you know, I am of the opinion that if you write with the intention of expressing yourself you're a writer, and, anyway, she writes in the short, succinct, meticulous, often harried, everyday conversational language of the home caregiver to An Ancient One with Alzheimer's, which makes her blog a delight to read for several reasons:

• It is chock full of all kinds of cobbled-together hints and suggestions to make caregiving easier and/or more comfortable for her mother and her. A lot of them have to do with food, drink and her mother's constantly changing nutritional peculiarities and challenges but there are loads of others, as well. The suggestions follow her day to day trials and what she's had to figure out in order to best yet another of the daily challenges.
• She's been taking care of her mother at home for well over two years. The blog begins a bit after discovering that her mother is eligible for Hospice care, which she states is not "EOL" (End of Life) hospice care. She talks a bit about how she could have used it and wishes she'd been told about it much sooner. Otherwise, in post after post she gives a clear, quotidian picture of what it is like to deal with hospice care at home.
• She follows many bloggers and other types of sites, several of which feature Alzheimer's and caregiving, and often posts about new bloggers she's found. She's also generous in passing on suggestions she's found valuable. Thus, her site is a good resource.
• She talks about home life in a realistic way, including insights into dynamics with extended family, things she does besides caregiving even though caregiving is clearly her primary and overwhelming concern and things she used to love to do and wishes she could do more.
• The family is financially strapped and she is forthright and detailed about what it is like to negotiate the extraordinary expense of caring for an elder with Alzheimer's. She pulls absolutely no punches about equipment she wishes she could afford...then, talks about how she devises in home solutions that substitute for this equipment. She talks about price and value the way you would talk with your next door neighbor.
• She loves her mom and intimately describes her and her mom's interrelationship and how Alzheimer's affects it. She also sneaks in bits about things her mother used to do. It is easy to see that she is taking care of a formidable woman, appreciates this about her, hates what Alzheimer's is doing to her mom but loves the woman to whom this is happening.
• She is frank about her experiences with institutional care in regard to her mother and continues to use it, out of necessity.

    Her mother has recently turned another corner in the inexorable progression of Alzheimer's. As I read this, in light of the rest of her posts, I found it impossible not to reflect on how much "easier" it is to take care of someone with the type of vascular dementia my mother had (even with all her other chronic health concerns) than it is to care for someone with Alzheimer's dementia. And, yet, karen continues with courage, sadness, hope and despair, exhibiting much more energy than she believes she has, which is a chronic condition of being an in-home caregiver: You NEVER believe you have enough energy but it is amazing what you get done considering the lack of energy you think you're exhibiting.
    I haven't, in a couple of years, spent much time looking for caregiving blogs, let alone reading them, for obvious reasons. I'm glad, though, this woman crossed my path. One of the things I'd been mourning is that almost all the caregiving blogs I frequented have become frozen in time at the death of the care recipient, which is understandable. But, people, caregiving continues, in even greater numbers than before. I've decided to add karen to the links list at the right and reorganize my Honorable Alzheimer's Blogs list into "Static" (have stopped since the death of the care recipient) and "Current" (continue, even since the death of the care recipient, in some cases) blogs, for obvious reasons. Not that I believe the "Static" blogs are any less valuable but the fact that the care recipient has died gives the blog a different tone, I think. karen's blog will be the first in the list of "Current" blogs, in honor of her blog giving me the idea.
    karen, thanks for blogging. You have no idea how valuable is your "I-am-not-a-writer" contribution to the literature of caregiving. And, by the way, you most certainly are a writer, one that I like and will continue to follow!
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Yet another "change" registered...
...this morning at the Official "More Changes" Post. The link will take you directly to the amendment. This one is about garbage, an important change that provoked MUCH further thought and research. It's so significant a change that I can't imagine how I could have forgotten it, except that it's such a quotidian concern that I think about it at least a few times a day when I throw something away and realize how little I am throwing away, now, so I no longer find considering it startling. The highlight of the post is information about the dilemma of adult disposable incontinence products and links to further opinions and resources.
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